Seriously... I am going to be back on the Prozac before long. I was doing SO good to. Really though, how much more are we supposed to take?
Detroit..So worried for pretty much everyone I know...
Swine flu...Pretty soon I will not be leaving my house...funny thing is I am taking Ava with me on Shane's field trip to the Detroit Zoo tomorrow..I don't think they have pigs there though? Lots of people especially kids...yep now I fear kids and Pigs
Oprah..yeah she had this friggin special on, I think, Tuesday, about flesh eating bacteria and fun stuff like that...So basically if I take my kid in to get antibiotics for things like lets say an Ear infection (both Shane and Ava have BTW) the One antibiotic could potentially kill the good bacteria and not the deadly ones because you will need a second one for that...or what ever... Point is do I chance taking my kids to the doctor at all because...
a. they could catch the swine flu..
b. getting antibiotics for an ear infection could cause death..
c. I live in friggin Detroit and can't afford the co-pay..I am lucky to have insurance ..I KNOW!
Right, they will be fine...
Oh yeah and what sealed the deal for me to get back on my pills was sometime last week, one of the many nights I was up with Ava in the middle of the night, (Bryan went to the couch) I was sitting up rocking Ava so I put the history channel on...BIG Mistake!! It was about the Mayan prediction of the world ending in 2012...yep...No I did not sleep much that night. All I could do was panic..thinking I should be warning people. It was 3 am people I was not all that with it and the night does funny things to my brain.
So yeah my anxiety has shot though the roof in the past week to the point where I might carry around a brown paper bag with me at all times.
