Monday, February 13, 2012

Letters to the Sky


The kid that wrote this is mine :)
Just a heads up this made me cry. If you know my son you know that he was writing stories from about 3 or 4 years old..this is what he wrote in his spare time in bed. No he is has never been traumatized and has more than his fair share of parents.
Letter to the Sky
Dear Mommy and Daddy,
 I wanna write this letter, to tell you to come back. Grandpa said you went to Heaven, but I don’t know where that’s at.
Are you working late again; or on the other street? Or are you really far away, like way across the sea.
You’ve been away a while, we miss you really bad, grandpa always cry’s a lot, it makes me kinda sad.
Auntie comes here sometimes, when I’m feeling blue. She said the sky is that color, and that’s where you are too.
Remember when you tucked me in? On all those cozy nights? You said I was the most beautiful girl, and shined brighter than the lights.
I think about you all the time, with my teddy bear stuffed all tight. I wish you’re here when I go to bed, to kiss me a goodnight.
I tried to call you one time, on grandpa’s old, big cell. But the answering machine talked to me, so it didn’t work to well.
The tires flat on my tricycle, daddy you need to fix it. After that we’ll go to lunch, and we can share a biscuit!
Mommy, please come back, I need you here today. My tummy hurts, I don’t feel good, I need you right away.
Today I heard him cry again, grandpa cried and cried and cried. That’s why I need you to come back when I send this letter to the sky.
Written and Created by Keegan Hall (12)

Friday, February 3, 2012

I am a walking condratiction


Walking Contradiction
I must really put on a good front for people. Maybe I should just show people exactly who I am… You know the Lazy, procrastinating, slob,… that way I am not asked to do another f-ing thing. I could say no but I guess I am afraid if I have nothing to do I really will do nothing (not that I’d mind) but my husband and children like food and clean cloths…so I’ve heard…over and over and over again! So I keep myself busy with responsibilities that people ask of me So I am forced to get dressed and move. The problem lies not only with the above but with the fact and When I say I am going to so something I stress and over think everything and want to do my best because the results will NOT make me look bad. Also coupled with the fact that I am so unorganized that my friends have to let me in on my own schedule once in a while. I am a walking contradiction. Whats worse is I know this and it would be awful if I was not needed..I strangely like to be needed.. until I am actually needed..WTF oh and I have few control issues but I am totally fine letting others be in charge only so I am not the one to screw up. See what I mean? I am done now. I have to stop procrastinating and clean my messy house and should probably get dressed because I am directing a district play this afternoon and have some business calls to make as well. o.0