Thursday, November 18, 2010

I am trying..but apparently I have ADD

I really want to update this more often. I also want to get more pictures done a lot faster. I am sure customers would appreciate that also. Then there are the around the house projects I need to get done. Like repaint and organize my kids rooms, make slip covers for the couch which is sporting a nice tear in the cushion that is due to my lovely boys. The list goes on trust me. I just can't stay focused long enough to get one of those tasks accomplished. I have tried every thing..yes including medication. All medication does is help me focus on the task I need to do the least ( but is usually want I want to do) Never what I NEED to do. Are you following me? just checking. Seriously I can't even write this blog with out my mind wandering to the next topic. So apparently this is ADD right? Add that with my OCD I am one flipped out Mom half the time. Not like crazy mad mom but just don't always got it together. AND it seems that I am pretty much alone in this fact too. All of my friends have these pristine houses and well behaved kids all the time. When they venture into my house ( which happens often because I am also quite the hermit and have no shame) I am constantly making excuses and saying don't judge me. LOL It is really not that bad..no hording and it not filthy but I currently have about 4 loads of unfolded laundry behind me and from what I gather from my friends there should not be a family Sock basket *shrug* who knew. Things like that.

To top off the shit that is my life, Never once since I have been living on my own have I gotten though the holidays with out a vehicle or major appliance breaking on me. Yep just got back today from walking up town to get my Van from the shop. When I got home my Lovely friend dropped off her Vacuum for me. yeah I know hint hint. My vacuum also went this month and of course I can't go buy a vacuum with money I don't have with out a van, So that was done first..where was I going with this?...SEE!

Whatever at least I managed another post before a year has past. One task down 50 more before Hubby arrives home :)
Have a great day!
Jax

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