So Anyway... my Three spawn keep me busy as well as my photography..as well as my husband who may or may not have mentioned a few times that I should keep a spotless house. I don't believe that was in my vows but whatever. So alas I have no time to write either.
So much has changed in a year. My brother lives in Tennessee exploring a music career. All three kids are in school. Ava is still only 3 days a week but for the most I am getting more and more things accomplished by her being in school.
I would have thought that my baby going to school would have made me sad or bring out some emotional response but nope I am rather ecstatic to have time to myself..I love it! Okay I'll admit I had a twinge of sadness watching my last child board the bus that first day and was a little lost that first day but then they came home :)
Keegan is going to be 11 in January and is in his last year of elementary school. I think this fact may be more shocking to my system than Ava attending school. I have a fear of the end of the year, and not totally because I will have to endure 3 months of summer before they go back but because I am pretty sure I will be the mom completely making a fool of myself... crying and sniffling though the halls the whole last day, hugging teachers like I don't have two more children in that school and won't ever see them again, with snot and all. I am pretty much preparing myself for the last day since...well...the first day of school this year. I really hope I don't scar Keegan in the process. Time will only tell.
Now if I do all this, make a fool of myself and Die of mortification, Shane is the one who will have a hard time with out me. Shane is the poster boy for a Momma's boy. I love every minute of it. even when he was about 2 or 3 he was protective of me. He scratches my back and brushes my hair and at 8 still loves to cuddle with me. Though this is the same child who screeches and will run away from me if I happen to see him at school but that is besides the point. He is MY child!! Ava is Definitely Bryan's child...she lights up differently when she sees him vs. me. Keegan is loves us all the same. When Keegan was just starting to crawl we would put him far from us then both us us would call him to see who he would come too (don't judge you've done it) and every time he would either go the other way or just sit and cry. He could never pick between us. I do love that about him. Shane though will pick me every time, hands down. Ava will always pick Bryan. I think the reason why that kid tugs at my heart the way he does is because his is his fathers clone. Those two do whatever it takes (most days) to just make sure I am happy. I love them boys!!
Okay So this is at least an update and if I have time in the next year Maybe I'll post something else.
see ya
Jax
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