Yup I said it. It is Thursday Afternoon and here I sit in my PJ's browsing the internet. My house is a mess, I could use a shower and the only thing I have accomplished today was getting some pictures done. If it was not for the fact that I can't seem to tell people no I don't think I'd ever leave my house.
I know some of you may ask 'Well you are ambitious enough to start a Photography business' or 'You are always at your kids school, so much so they offered you a job', And 'You have 3 kids and a Husband right there is a Job by itself'..Well you know what? I never sought out ANY of it!!! It all just happened (except Ava, but she was more of well if you can't beat em' join em' type situation)
I had my first (well second but thats another day) Child at age 19 So you know that was not planned (Pretty sure GOD knew what he was doing me there) Married a Week before my 21st Birthday...OK so no one forced me into that one I do LOVE my Hubby. My Second Child was conceived shortly after but he was SO not planned either. Yeah Yeah I know BC..blah blah ( don't regret them so shush) and So With Ava it was well I am already here doing this Kid thing and I want a girl So let do this and God gave me my little spitfire...
So as life would have it I am pretty good at this Mom thing. I like being with my kids., So much so I follow them to school and make friends with their teachers and their friends moms ( that how I have the awesome friend circle I have now). Because I have done all that I have been offered things like "Hey lets help you build a photography business and we will barter and help get your name out" me: "Uhhhh OK?!" or "hey since your at the school all the time anyway and we know you and like you, Do you want a Job?" Me: "Uhhhh OK?!" Or the Best yet "You are my friend So I volunteered US for ________ Won't it be fun Since we will be doing it together" Me: "ooookay" :) (though for the record If I have to work the carnival at the school or some shit I do want it to be with my friends)
So No I really do not go out of my way to be as busy as I am and I don't feel like I am wasting my day by hangin' in my pajamas. I would have been stupid not to take any of those opportunities but the lazy procrastinator side of my that I am constantly battling or the world around me is battling, really hates that I get myself into all this shit.
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